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ڶút֮ȥˎׂ(g)Һ;ҲӡҲ]ʲô ׃Щ;Ѕsһæڜ(zhn)“ף”@(zhn)KĴ¾MYӭӸһеĺ\(yn)uZIiļ(x)(x) ϴŮ˵ı۲ˮͨtе߀gzyCӡ֮MQ˵IJЩ@|ɾͷQ“Y”ˣc(din) TՈãݵąsֻȻȻǷűҼ——ֻҪIYͱ֮——ȻҲˡɫꎰ羹ѩѩ÷ôMw裬A\æµĚɫ(zhn)yһF(tun)һصĕr(sh)ѽ(jng)ѩҲӳ^O@ϒصĴ“”ꐓ挑ģһ߅Č(lin)ѽ(jng)Óɵľ˷Lϣһ߅߀“ͨ_(d)Ěƽ”֟oهĵµİ^ȥһֻҊһƺδȫġֵ䡷һ˼䛼עһĕroՓQӋ(j)Ҫ
rһֱҊɩҲʹҲܰסҵ(zhn)Ė|^L^һ(g) ں߅Ҋ;Ҋ۾ҕ֪߁@(zhn)Ҋ˂׃֮fo^ˣǰĻ^ l(f)ѽ(jng)ȫףȫʮµ;ĘSЎMǰɫ·ľƵ;ֻgһ݆߀Աʾһ(g)һ@(ni)һ(g)յ;һһ֧Lͣ¶_ѣѽ(jng)һ(g)ؤ
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fϲsf@ӵԒԌվ
“——”߽ɲŵOƵеf“һ(g)֮Л]л`?”
ҺȻһҊ۶ҵҲâһ㣬ڌW(xu)УԥRr(sh)̎ ƫվԵĕr(sh)̼öڻ`ПoԼ;ڴ˿ӻش?ژOڵPУ@Ź Ȼsɻ——߲fϣϣϣo……˺αĩ·˵ĿһҊfT
“ҲST——”µf
“ôҲеتz?”
“!تz?”Һܳ@ֻ֧“تz?——ՓԓҲ——ȻҲδ……l@……”
“ôһҵҊ?”
“Ҋ治Ҋ?……”@r(sh)֪ԼҲ߀ȫһ(g)ʲôPʲôӋ(j)ס䆖Ҽđˣȫ^ǰԒ“……(sh)ڣf……䌍(sh)Л]л`Ҳf塣”
ҳپoӵĆ~_ҴҵӻļXòԼ룬@Ԓ ЩΣU(xin)s?yn)ڄe˵ףr(sh)еļįȻЄeʲô˼?——ʲôԥ?Єe˼˰l(f) e£tҵĴԒί(sh)ԓؓ(f)ɵ؟(z)……SҲЦXż]ʲôxƫҪ(x)(x)oֽҪf(jng);r f^“f”ѽ(jng)Ʒ˴Ԓȫʹl(f)ʲôҲoP(gun)ϵˡ
“f”һOõԒµ¸ҵڽo˽QɆxt(y)fһY(ji)ѣַԹȻһ@fY(ji)b@r(sh)е@һԒıҪʹӑŮfԒҲfʡġ
ҿXò^һҹҲȻr(sh)r(sh)ӛ·ʲôԥУꎳѩڟoĵĕ@ӏ(qing)ˡTM(jn)ȥdǵ~һԪһPr(ji)F(xin)ڲ֪r(ji)˷?ͬεmȻѽ(jng)ɢȻ~DzɲԵʹֻһ(g)……oՓΣQӋ(j)Ҫ
?yn)鳣ҊЩԸԞδϵ?£sÿÿǡϵԺܿ@ҲһɡȻe_ʼҾ Щ˾ڃ(ni)ՄԒ·hՓʲôƵһfԒҲֹֻ߶Ҹf“粻tƫƫҪ@r(sh)——@ͿҊһ(g)ևN!”
ԌǺܲƺ@ԒP(gun)ϵԇTlҲ]С״ǰĶ̹_Ҳŵ˴ ϢęC(j)
“Ϡl?”҆
“߀Ǻɩ?”Ƕ̹ݵf
“ɩ?ô?”soĆ
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“?”ҵͻȻosĘϴsҲ׃ɫʼK]̧^ȫXҲ(zhn)Լ“ʲôr(sh)?”
“ʲôr(sh)?——ҹ߾ǽT——f”
“ô?”
“ô?——߀ǸF?”ȻĻشȻ]̧^ҿȥˡ Ȼҵ@̅s^r(sh)SXҪ£ѽ(jng)^ȥԼ“f” ֮^“F”Čοĵѽ(jng)uup;^żȻ֮g߀ƺЩؓ(f)[僰ȻҲ߀ ЩP(gun)ɩϢ֪ mȻx^“߶֮Ҳ”MȻO(dng)Rףr(sh)f֮ԒȲԓһN[Zϧֲ֪ ˌҴ놖KֹҏȻĘɫֺԞҲ粻tƫҪ@r(sh)Ҳһ(g)ևN̸VҪx_(zhn)M(jn) ȥŌҲ@Ӑijһ
նѩ죬ҹɫѻ\ȫ(zhn)˂ڟ´æܼoѩڷeúѩ ȥƺɪɪʹ˸ӸеóšҪ(d)ڰl(f)SR͟@ٟoهɩ˂ډmеÅ˵fǰ߀κ¶ډmĻȤ˂ҪӠ߀ҪF(xin)ڿ㱻oߵڸɃˡ`ПoҲ֪;ȻڬF(xin)to߲ʹҊ߲Ҋ˞鼺Ҳ߀e(cu)o ƺɪɪ푵ѩһuu敳 ȻǰҊİEĔƬҲ(lin)һƬˡ
(zhn)һĶҪQŮ˵l(wi)ӎM(jn)^^ Kȹ{(ln)A\°ױo(j)sʮߣĘɫSas߀Ǽtl(wi)ӽɩfԼĸҵˮ(dng)ˣԳ 尙˰üċѽ(jng)֪˼ӑһ(g)ыDģ߀_Ѵֻ_һڣһ(g)̈́ڵ㲻 İüˡԇڃ(ni)ƺe͟oģֱֵ^һ(g)ӣԵͶÿ¹Xġ
Ҷɩ;]ʲôl(wi)ɽˣfǴҲl(wi)ˡܐ fԒeˆ˲Żش𣬴Ҳֱʮ֮@m(x)֪߀Ї(yn);һ(g)Сʮqܴ;Ǵ]ɷ;ҲСʮq֪ľֻ@һc(din)
Ӻܿ^ȥˣsz]иʳﲻՓDzϧġ˂fϠŮ(sh)ڱڿ߀ڿ졣߉mϴuZҹYȫһ˓(dn)(dng)]̹ȻMڽ߅uuЦӰĘҲ
^ĺ߅r(sh)ʧɫfh(yun)h(yun)ؿҊׂ(g)ڌǻҵòڌġċ@ (x)ֲfһ֪Ͱһü“@ӳġ”
\Ȼӳ@C(sh)
˺sʮ죬ѝuusǰl(wi)Ӻһ(g)ʮqŮM(jn)fԔɩšŮmɽģȻ(yng)fԒҲܸ֮rfăϱؼȥ?yn)_(w)æֻϵĺСֲˡ
“ҪȥʲôԒf”f
˹Xһһǧ߰ʮģȫ˼һҲ߀]ã㶼oŮȡ·^xȥr(sh)ѽ(jng)硣
“ѽ?ɩȥô?……”һċ@@sЩIӛ
Ǵҷ^ԻjȵNεǰPȫҊͻjӰTҲҊһֱ߅Ҋƽƽķڰϣ߅߀һ
Ҋˈ(bo)fͲһֻȫw֪ʲôǰҲ ]ȥɩףҪȥǴͻȻɂ(g)ˁɽˣһ(g)סһ(g)M(jn)ȥɩ߀ˎ ˺ٛ]ʲôϢsoʲôסTσɂ(g)Ůˁһ(g)J(rn)Rһ(g)l(wi)Q̽œܷڴ
“ɐ!Ȼ……”f
@һċԼ;ăӰţ
֮l(wi)ց
“ɐ!”f
“ʲô˼?̝߀فҊ҂”ċϴһҊ͑f“Լ]ֺϻȥ[÷зӯҿ˳ɂ(g)ʲô?҂_Цô?”
“ѽѽϮ(dng)@أǞصff]طϵõDzmŵϠ̫̫ϰl(f)費СģҶ팒ϺСӋ(j)^ġ@һ]һ(g)õā……”
“Ȼ……”f
ɩ¼KY(ji)Ҳs
ֻċ?yn)õŮַǑмґУҲҲ߀ɩÿ(dng)@Щr(sh)Zf“F(xin)ڲ֪ô?”˼ϣفڶҲͽ^
Ml(wi)Ӂˣѽ(jng)ȵf?yn)һl(wi)ɽסԁt֮gȻՄɩ
“ô?”l(wi)Ӹdf“F(xin)ǽ˺\(yn)Łץȥĕr(sh)SoRRԻؼ֮죬ҲbڻI̧ȥ”
“ѽ@ӵ!……”ċ@f
“ѽҵ̫̫!Ǵ˼ҵ̫̫Ԓ҂ɽˣС˼@ʲô?СҲȢ@һעXƸY?ŵǾ(qing)ɵŮ˺ǣдԾ͌ɽȥSoˣؔ(ci)YͲ;Ψ(d)ϼM(jn)ɽҰȥŮ͵˰ʮǧF(xin)ڵڶ(g)ӵϱDҲȢM(jn)ؔ(ci)YʮȥkϲµM(fi)߀ʣʮǧ㿴@ôô?……”
“ɩ?……”
“@ʲô——[lҲҪ[һ[ģֻҪKһڻI̧мϻP(gun)ϷTɩ fǕr(sh)(sh)[߀fs?yn)˼^c̫̫ͬ҂Ҋöˣ^˳ҲУfҪҒҲ̧м[ðݲصҲBT˵ҲСɩǮfһ·ֻǺŖR퇵ѽ(jng)ȫˡIɂ(g)˺СʹŵסҲ߀ݲһСһѽӷһ^ײ㰸^һ(g)rѪֱ˃ɰσɉKt߀ֹסѪءְֱ_Č˷P(gun)·߀Rѽѽ@……”uһu^۾fˡ
“ô?”߀
“ fڶҲ]”̧ہf
“?”
“?——һ(g)еģ̓ɚq@죬˵RȥfҊzĸHҲҲ;^֛]е;Լҵġ——ǽ˺\(yn)ˡ”
Ĵ֮ċҲͲɩ
һ^sǵõɩ\(yn)Ϣ֮^˃ɂ(g)꣬վҵǰ Ϸһ(g)ݩjʽĈA@һ(g)СwȻ^^Kȹ{(ln)A°ױĘɫSֻǃaѽ(jng)ʧѪɫ۽ώ ЩIۣ۹Ҳ]ǰǘӾȻl(wi)I(lng)@ȱģČċf “……@(sh)ǽ‘вyL(fng)’ Lj(jin)(sh)l֪o(j)pp͕ڂ?ѽ(jng)˵һ(f)l(f)ˡ̝Ѓ;ժB(yng)Q߀ l֪Ǻ֕oȥ?ϵlϵ?F(xin)ֻʣһ(g)sͶo·ֻÁˡF(xin)ѽ(jng)ٛ]ʲô̫̫֜ҪQҾI(lng)——T·(sh)ںõö……”
“ɵģ”ɩ̧]ɵ۾f“֪҆ѩĕr(sh)ҰFɽ ]ʳ;Ҳ֪ҲСһ_TС@ʢһ@҂İëTτȥǺ ԒģҵԒ ; ȥҾݺҪҽаë]Б(yng)ȥڿֻҊһأ]҂İëDzeȥ;̎ȥһȻ ]Ҽ˳ȥֱ°팤ȥɽҊ̲ϹһֻСЬҶfM(jn)ȥ;ȻڲKѽ(jng)oԿ߀ooֻС@……”džfɾԒ
ċ߀P ԼԒȦЩtһÈA@w·ȥl(wi)ӷ·жһ?f)?dn)Ƶćuһښ;ɩȳr(sh)敳ЩָԼZİwĴ(zhn)Ů
Ȼɩ
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“ɩT!ҁ[”ċæf
ӘӘĿs֣ȥȡT_
“ɩT!ҁ”ċֻæf
D(zhun)ˎׂ(g)AȦKڛ]ֻɻ_@һDz^ (zhn)ϵ˂ҲȻɩ{(dio)ǰܲͬ;Ҳ߀vԒЦ݅sȫЩ£ֱֻ۾ʹvԼҹĹ£ “ɵ”f“֪҆ѩҰFɽ]ʳԣ;Ҳ֪Ҳ һ_TС@ʢһ@҂İëTτȥǺ ԒĺӣҵԒ ;ͳȥҾݺ ҽУ‘ë!’]Б(yng)ȥһֻҊÝM]҂İë̎ȥһ]Ҽˣȥȥֱ°ׂ(g) ɽҊ̲ϒһֻСЬҶf;M(jn)ȥ;ȻڲKѽ(jng)oԿɑz߀oo ֻС@ء……”ۜIҲˡ @µHЧ @Ц]Ȥ_ȥ;Ů˂s(d)ˡƵģĘ ̸ēQ˱ɱ߀ҪSۜIЩٲ]ڽ^ Ԓ⌤Ҫ @һαKĹ¡ֱfҲһR ͣ۽ϵۜI@ϢһMȥһ߀uՓ ֻǷ(f)fKĹ£ס傀(g)ˁ ãҲ üȱ̫̫ҲٲҊһc(din)IĺEȫ(zhn)˂ܱbԒһ ͟^ʹ “ɵģ”_f
“ǵģdž֪ѩҰFɽ]ʳŕġ”Ԓ_ȥˡ վֱ۾ҲƺԼҲXÛ]Ȥ߀룬ϣDĄeС@e˵ĺİëĹһҊqСf“҂İë߀Ҳ@ô……”
ӿҊ۹ͳ@ĸH½ֻʣһ(g)Kڛ]ȤҲֶ֪ƢֻҪкǰЦЦȆ“ɩゃİë߀Ҳ@ôô?”
δ֪ı(jng)ҾpbS죬ѳɞֵֻßٗ;˂ЦӰϣҲ·X@ּԼٛ]_ڵıҪһƳشһԒ
(zhn)h(yun)^D¶ʮԺͻˡ@횹ж̹߀æ^uZ;ȻŮأֻϴɩ֮]Єe£seֻϴѩc(din)c(din)ˡ
“ɵ”ɩ@Ϣ(d)ZƵf
“ɩց”͟ĿĘf“҆㣺~ϵĂۣǕr(sh)ײĵô?”
“”Ļش
“҆㣺Ǖr(sh)ô?”
“ô?……”
“ѽ룺@ԼԸȻ……”
“㲻֪ôѽ”
“ҲšҲ@ô^һԼf”
“……㵹Լԇԇ”Ц
ĴĘҲЦʹsһ(g)ɿݵС۾һɩ~סɩƺִܾ̔ЦD(zhun)۹⣬ȥѩ
“ɩ㌍(sh)ڲ㡣”Ԏصf“һ(qing)ײһ(g)ͺˡF(xin)ĵڶ(g)^꣬һ룬㌢˾ȥǃɂ(g)߀Ҫol?_ֻð_ֽo@……”
ĘϾ@ֲɫ@ɽδ֪ġ
“㲻缰֮(dng)㵽؏RȥһlT(dng)oǧ̤f˿磬H@һȥܿ”
(dng)r(sh)شʲôԒsdzˣڶĕr(sh)ϱ㶼Ȧ֮㵽(zhn)^؏RȥTRף(zh)ⲻSֱI㏊(qing)(yng)r(ji)ĿǴXʮǧѲ˂?yn)鰢ëĹ类҅˵?ԏĺՄ죬ƺּP(yng)_ȥS˶l(f)ȤζցfԒ}ĿȻǓQһ(g)~ϵĂ
“ɩ҆㣺Ǖr(sh)ô?”һ(g)f
“ϧײ@-”һ(g)İ(yng)͵
sЦݺ{(dio)Ҳ֪ڳЦԿǵ۾fһԒB^Ҳ ˡվo]촽^ώԞuӛ̖ǂۣĬĬܽߵϴRһŏċ֧ȡ˚veĹXQʮ ԪՈٵ(zhn)^ȥһDr(sh)敳۹ҲdƵČċfԼѽ(jng)؏RT
ļr(sh)(ji)øċbüƷͰţ̧룬̹ȻȥþƱͿ
“Tɩ!”ċæf
ƵĿsĘɫͬr(sh)׃ҺڣҲȥȡT_ֻʧվֱĕr(sh)__@һ׃dzڶ죬۾ȥBҲ(j)ˡҺđ(d)°ҹºӰʹҊmԼҲ㷵ģڰѨеСtֱһ(g)ľż^l(f)Ҳˣӛڳsȥס
“ɩô@?Ǖr(sh)”ċЕr(sh)(dng)@fƺǾ
Ȼ?c)ˣȫҊϣl(f)صl(wi)ȥ(dng)߀(zhn)ĕr(sh)^@f;F(xin)ڵҊKڌ(sh)ȻǏҳȥͳؤأ߀ȵl(wi)ӼȻٳؤ?ҿɲ֪
ҽoЩ?yn)ڽԶO푵ı@ҊһSɫğ⣬ îı“ף”;֪r(sh)ɖV[s h(yun)̎ı(lin)dƺϳһ푵ĝAF(tun)F(tun)wѩȫ(zhn)@푵ēҲɢmİҹɑ]ȫoףĿ՚һ߶ֻXʥ㟟ڿۘԥo(zhn)˂ԟoҸ
һŶ
ZѸףp
Ѹġף茑Їؚr(nng)DŮɩɩһ(g)ڄڡֱֵĄڄ?j)DŮs(qun)(qun)(qun)Ⱥɩԓ“”˼߀ڣ߀ǧǧffɩ
ɩcԼСʮq˽Y(ji)飬ɷֱټDžsٶȆʷă߀ҰFʳɩһ(g)Mɾ@һλ(jin)(qing)Ů˞еͬŮs@Щˮ(dng)ƷuuȥDZĸĸu@߀ֱuM(jn)˻I](jng)^ͬϡͿļoһ(g)ȫİ҂пԿɩ~^ϵİ̺۱µC(j)ķǞԼȡɺƽȵķ
ķֻں˂۹̶ķ⽨Y̕䱻e˵Ŀ⚢߀ԼԚ@߀Â(g)Ůɩ]뵽¼@(g)˺ڄڣҲܺ@Щo'ϣٶȆʷıȫG˻֪@Άʷζʲôe˲Hf(jin)ؑ߀fǿ˷ࡢ߰ѽ(jng)@(g)˵ݼ{҂пԿɩȫ⽨Yd?yn)÷⽨Y̽dԼĸ?yn)@(g)÷⽨˼뚢˵̎ǚ̺ѪòȻֻļTˡ
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ɩ]еֿKȥɩ\(yn)@Щ“”˲ٿƿԼ\(yn)]e(cu)ʲô!?yn)ĸļȫDZ@Щȵ@Щ߀oİܷQֻһȺĹ̥T
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һΣ“”ں߅һҊɩ,ɩ“ǰĻ^l(f),ѽ(jng)ȫ,ȫʮµ;Ę,SЎ,Mǰɫ,·ľƵ;ֻgһ݆,߀Աʾһ(g).һ@,(ni)һ(g),յ;һһ֧L,¶_ѣѽ(jng)һ(g)ؤ.”@ȫĵ_^̎һ茑ɩ,(sh)Hυsɩһr(sh)еǰһò茑ǰҊn,^l(f)׳̶ȸo(j)Q,ݺ,ľ,ټؤ,@һаʾ,ɩ̎Hһε(Ǖr(sh)҅s߀),Ҳڶٵҕr(sh)(Ǖr(sh)K).@r(sh)wݿ,Ҳ.@(g)_^ò茑Dzҵc(din),xһ(g)pđ,(do)x.
ڶΣ“”ҵһοɩ,ǡɩ,ҕr(sh),“^^K,ȹ,{(ln)A\,°ױ,o(j)sʮ,ĘɫS,as߀Ǽt……_Ѵ,ֻ,_һ.”@ڶò茑,̄Ȼr(sh)дҊɩȥִТ,;p,혏ijĬܸ,ҕr(sh).@c(din)IJ,Ҳʾ?fn)ϣ?ԱM܄,s“ڽǝuuЦӰ,ĘҲ”.
Σɩғuɽ,ֻص,“”ڶҊɩr(sh)Ę“Ȼ^^K,ȹ,{(ln)A\,°ױ,ĘɫS,ֻǃaѽ(jng)ʧѪɫ,,۽ώЩI,۹Ҳ]ǰǘӾ.”@ò茑,Т^ͬһͬ,ͬĘɫ۹,.@ɩľһβһ,,(jng)^˿?fn)߀ǻص˲ҵЇ.
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